Wow, it's been over a year since I updated my journal here. Oh well, this is what has happened.
In July of 2005 my civil service began. I'm too tired to explain what civil service is exactly, but it's a service that lasts 13 months. I got a place as a porter in a social services office and it wasn't the happiest time of my life.
And now, during September of this year, my civil service ended, but right now I'm quite in the middle of nowhere. I still live with my parents, but I have no job and no school to attend, so right now I'm looking for jobs and trying to apply to schools.
Recently I have been slightly depressed because of the way my life is. You could say I'm alone. All my friends have gone elsewhere to move in with their lives, leaving me behind. I'm still single which sometimes depresses me too. But it always makes me feel a bit better when I know I have firends overseas, all over the world who care about me just as much as I care about them, even though I HAVEN'T met them for real yet. I do wish I could meet them sometime in my life, and I'm sure as hell gonna make that happen whenever I get the chance.

That's all for now. I'm trying to make a comeback over here.